letting it go... to grow

I forgive you. I forgive you for only being human. For experencing pain; physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually, like all humans do.

I forgive you for crying when you are hurt, getting angery when someone is yelling at you, and for getting scared in dangerious situations.

I can even forgive you for feeling down & depressed, hopeless, desperate and all those negative feelings.

I forgive you because you are human and not Hercules or any bologna like that. You are human and I forgive you.

I forgive you because you are a human that is beautiful, wise and open-minded. You are my friend, my genuine old soul sistah~ K8

the last Sunday of May 2010

You know, I've come to accept that I owe you an apology.

I've forced my morals upon you and ignorantly influenced you grow up before you were ready and I'm sorry for that.
I'm also sorry for having kept you a prisoner by this guilt technique and simply didn't realize that we're only human and not super... whatever!
Fuck, I've forced you to sacrifice your enjoyment because of my concerns with other peoples opinions.
Not only that but I've convinced you to tolerate all the small stuff so that you can receive "the big reward" in the end, when in fact I knew that its all the small stuff that makes you miserable.
You are amazing and make me so proud. You always will.
It is time, my friend, for me to liberate you.

I love you K8, take care of yourself woman.
Always,
Subconscious