Love is... 12/28/2011

(I found inspiration in a proposal.)

Love is infinite.

Meaning, love lasts forever and there is an endless supply.
Which may have pros and cons.

So guard your heart, and yet, be brave.

"I would rather be able to appreciate things I cannot have than to have things I cannot appreciate." -Elbert Hubbard

I once herd in church that Gods love, faith and grace is a daily market place.
I believe it.

October 9th 2011 dependant?

The flame is dying. I'm sitting here, it's morning, still dark. I am afraid. Shamefully hopeless. I don't like feeling completely alone. I feel like faith has left me too. I am anti-social, yet I can't stand solitude. I've lost the ability to humble myself and I think that scares me most. How can I coast through this shit? Yet on the other hand I've got that wish, I wish for the pain and the suffering. "Fear has blessed me." (Wah!) I am here for the journey, to feel pain and joy, to understand negativity so that I can truly appreciate the positive in life. So hear me out, I feel fear; my heart is pounding, eyes wired wide, hypersensitive audio. Where are you Romance?
I'm feeling confused, my head and heart are tugging in different directions. I can not find conviction. I'm feeling afflicted. Deep breaths will get me by, and I sense that patience is a virtue. I know I can go through this, steps and breaths. Walk on by.