Feb 2013

cope

1 [kohp] Show IPA verb, coped, cop·ing.
 verb (used without object)
1. to struggle or deal, especially on fairly even terms or with some degree of success (usually followed by with ): I will try to cope with his rudeness. 
2. to face and deal with responsibilities, problems, or difficulties, especially successfully or in a calm or adequate manner: After his breakdown he couldn't cope any longer.
3. Archaic. to come into contact; meet (usually followed by with ).
 
I kissed your cold dead face and felt nothing but grey, concrete.
WTF is going on?! More questions than answers.

It was real.
As always, you looked beautiful and classy.

I'm still accepting the facts;
February is almost gone, where has all the time gone?

I've always taken time for granted.
I didn't hug my father good-bye.

I'm an asshole...
Whatever.
I do regret taking things for granted.

Why do we have to have down days?
I have my own answers but I still have to ask the questions.

So many questions, no conviction.
Ambivalence has been a best friend lately.
Concentrate:
Brightness
Clairity
Joy
Peace
Balance
Wellness.