Feb 2013

cope

¹ /koʊp/ Show Spelled [kohp] Show IPA verb, coped, cop·ing.

 verb (used without object)

1. to struggle or deal, especially on fairly even terms or with some degree of success (usually followed by with ): I will try to cope with his rudeness. 

2. to face and deal with responsibilities, problems, or difficulties, especially successfully or in a calm or adequate manner: After his breakdown he couldn't cope any longer.

3. Archaic. to come into contact; meet (usually followed by with ).

 

I kissed your cold dead face and felt nothing but grey, concrete.
WTF is going on?! More questions than answers.

It was real.
As always, you looked beautiful and classy.

I'm still accepting the facts;
February is almost gone, where has all the time gone?

I've always taken time for granted.
I didn't hug my father good-bye.

I'm an asshole...
Whatever.
I do regret taking things for granted.

Why do we have to have down days?
I have my own answers but I still have to ask the questions.

So many questions, no conviction.
Ambivalence has been a best friend lately.
Concentrate:

Brightness

Clairity

Joy

Peace

Balance

Wellness.

07/18/2012

Mathew 7:12
New International Version (©1984)
So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.
New Living Translation (©2007)
"Do to others whatever you would like them to do to you. This is the essence of all that is taught in the law and the prophets.
English Standard Version (©2001)
“So whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets.
New American Standard Bible (©1995)
"In everything, therefore, treat people the same way you want them to treat you, for this is the Law and the Prophets.
King James Bible (Cambridge Ed.)
Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.
International Standard Version (©2008)
Therefore, whatever you want people to do for you, do the same for them, because this summarizes the Law and the Prophets."
Aramaic Bible in Plain English (©2010)
Everything whatsoever you desire that people should do for you, do likewise for them, for this is the Law and The Prophets.
GOD'S WORD® Translation (©1995)
"Always do for other people everything you want them to do for you. That is [the meaning of] Moses' Teachings and the Prophets.
King James 2000 Bible (©2003)
Therefore all things whatsoever you would that men should do to you, do you even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.
American King James Version
Therefore all things whatever you would that men should do to you, do you even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.
American Standard Version
All things therefore whatsoever ye would that men should do unto you, even so do ye also unto them: for this is the law and the prophets.
Douay-Rheims Bible
All things therefore whatsoever you would that men should do to you, do you also to them. For this is the law and the prophets.
Darby Bible Translation
Therefore all things whatever ye desire that men should do to you, thus do ye also do to them; for this is the law and the prophets.
English Revised Version
All things therefore whatsoever ye would that men should do unto you, even so do ye also unto them: for this is the law and the prophets.
Webster's Bible Translation
Therefore all things whatever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.
Weymouth New Testament
Everything, therefore, be it what it may, that you would have men do to you, do you also the same to them; for in this the Law and the Prophets are summed up.
World English Bible
Therefore whatever you desire for men to do to you, you shall also do to them; for this is the law and the prophets.
Young's Literal Translation
'All things, therefore, whatever ye may will that men may be doing to you, so also do to them, for this is the law and the prophets.

kal says

King James Bible (Cambridge Ed.)
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

06/23/2012

 

I herd that love is measured when it's becomes unmeasurable...

Patience is a virtue, but to what extent?

Does the Queen of hearts get the love she deserves or does she feel like first she has to break her back?

wrote this along time ago, 2010?

Garsh, I had the strangest day.

Bad days can get worse, and believe it or not, they can get better! It just seemed like one of those days that everything that can go wrong will go wrong. I broke down and cried so hard, I just wanted to give up; the pain seemed so extremely unrelenting. I was being embraced by the dark one, but it was God whom resided within. At the time it felt like only me, now I look back and see that it was God that was bonding me together, otherwise I'd be wholly broken. I felt like I needed someone but didn't want to disturb anyone or make anyone worry. I struggled to remember a world where my family existed, specifically my mom and her hugs. I tried to remember all my dear friends. It all seemed like petty memories, "I miss that, but it will never be again." I thought “WHY, GOD?! How can you do this to me?” All that came to mind was red, satan, evil. This is negative. Yet in the darkness, of what I imagine felt like being stuck down a water well, the good times and the people who made it happen seemed to be there, holding me tightly and crying too. I laughed, thinking, “Gee, I made you all cry?  I'm sorry.” Imagining all my people there for me, your spirits brought me back, all together, strenth and peace were born, and I was brought back again! I'm out of the well again, stronger every time.

Well, feelings never last forever and I know that, even then I can acknowledge that it WILL pass. I feel like a baby, immature and interdependent. Whatever, God is good. I felt like if I called anyone I would have only made them cry as well. I called upon God, and I believe the higher power was crying with me. The mushy mess was holding me together. We are one; a balance of everything. There was simultaneously high and low, good and bad, negative and positive, and I...stuck in the middle, torn with ambivalence and confusion. In this war I will remain neutral. I only pray there can be peace with in us all.

Wow, I don't know where I was going with that, but it is over and I feel better, kind of. Emotionally exhausted but holding up strong. I feel weak enduring this world, yet I'm proud of myself for soldering it out. Every day I thank the Lord for having sweet, sweet memories and for the ones whom made it happen. I love you. Thank you so much for blessing me with your gifts, the simple blessing of your presents is more than any evil thing can take from me.
 
Yeah, a little deep there, but what more can I say, I had a strange day.

Be someone 4/28/12

Life is a challenge, and I'm getting tired. I will rest and take it on with the strength and endurence that has been installed within me through out my childhood. I was raised in a wonderful environment and I see how fortunate I have been and still am.
I love my parents. It appears that my mother was determined to make ethical individuals and my father; hard workers. I will play the challenges like a beloved game, and it will be my pleasure.

I will, I am.

I am willing to love. I've got a feeling that the task of loving is a challenge, but it is love that will give me everlasting energy and motivation. The ultimate almight source of positive energy guides the deepest core of my soul to be someone.

Relentlessly, I will be someone, but it is love that will encompass an individual with significance to the rest of the world.