Moral Standard? 7/24/2006

Everywhere I turn I see attraction, one type of love to another. I feel the love of a sibling and a mother, but not the attraction of a lover. I have to admit, there’ve been nights when drunken “slums” acquaint lust and it’s socially acceptable… which is cool but at the same time is saddening and disappointing, because everything I seen in the entire scene was below my moral standard. I was most of all disappointed in myself for lowering my approval of such behavior and drama… when the entire time no one was really dramatic or overwhelming. The environment was completely chill-axed. Its just my tenacious self-discipline that hold me to be exactly who/what I want to be and the man that may someday see that in me will be real. He will be my lover, an affectionate true friend and it will be deep intimacy until…
THE END.