3/10/12 Sucked into the selfish muck

I feel ashamed feeling stuck over a situation like this.
Ambivalence maybe the most difficult challenge in my life at the moment.
Inside, I'm laughing at myself and yet I mope about my bathrobe with coffee at hand... it makes me crave cigarettes. You see, it can be quite hilarious to envision such foolishness. I love myself and yet I feel ashamed.

I feel ashamed to feel stuck over a silly situation like this.

I woke with a headache this morning and I feel foolish for letting it disrupt my agenda for the day.
There is always tomorrow, but I find it unfavorable to let it go today. What happened today?

Moping; verb

to be sunk in dejection or listless apathy; sulk; brood.

I'm laughing at myself, I feel ashamed feeling stuck over a situation like this.