show me how deep the rabbit hole goes

Saying conundrum like it’s a bad thing, “are you stoned?”
fuck you, my tot has teetered and my balance is quite off these days.
guess it’s a cold and cough occasion.
“What the fuck is that?!” down town…where they’ll try and put john lennon away because hes different.
I want to burn my bra, but we all have to follow through with the motions.
I have an ache in my neck, so will you be my friend? ‘cause my colors are fading, greens now jaded and im losing my creative gaming. I also want to burn down bridges and break down walls, bare to all my thoughts and feelings. I want to be carelessly & genuinely honest. But I wont because im afraid of unacceptance and I am far too occupied twirling in the madness. Pleading you to give me your life water and breathe in me the green. See the sea deep within me and my rivers in the trees.
I heard gods love, faith and grace is a daily market place…then I believed it when I seen an elderly romance just a few rows before me. I blew away their disapprovals with my single life style and accentuated their expected standards.
Laughter is life’s simplest cure to sickness and diseases. mz. pleases and cares, its hard to be humanitarian. My gears are grinded but not quite polished. So fucking ride it until my tips fall off. God damn it, why am I so fulfilled, overwhelmed by the beauty of experience contradictions? Just give him the patience of a spider, obedience of a plow horse and the peace of a bumble bee.